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i'm freaking happy right now. and i just don't know how describe my feeling! i'm too happy! thanks to them. BUT sometimes life quite confusing me. erm, i just wanna say actually no ones is really understand u! when we are good then its cool but when we're not good anymore, its turned to be shit! i hate it! like me and my boyfriend! we love each other so much, but when it comes to small problem we will turn to be enemy! accusing each other, say bad words, blaming u and me! when one of us back-off and say sorry or sweet words then we're good after that! but hes really something! and i love him so much and i love to be loved by u man! like me and my sisters, they're stubborn actually! we always fight but we're good after that? crazy right? i love them so much! but i just wanna say before u try to find my mistakes why don't u find ur mistakes first? i'm enough with ur words. don't step on my head! i appreciate that! thank you!

erm 2012?

what is my target for 2012? find a better job, pay my car installment perfectly, part time student for the diploma, taking my motorcycle license, buying a scrambler, force my mama to have a good rest and be a full time housewife, be a good sister to my siblings! save money for.... hahahaha, and blahblahblah!

 hahaha, OMG! so many things to do this year! and its just a target, one by one will down! 

erm, i miss my old life so much! school life. so i don't have to care this much! just enjoy my life. but now. i'm officially 21 years old this coming 24th march! arrggghhh! i'm old enough! ohh noooooo! what i'm gonna do? i don't want to be a loser! pray for me k guys? i will always pray the best for u too guys!  amin.

erm, i'm not just dreaming for all this but i wanna achieve and get it so freaking damn muchh. so i have to work hard, am i? okay then. i will try my best! insyaallah~