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i'm freaking happy right now. and i just don't know how describe my feeling! i'm too happy! thanks to them. BUT sometimes life quite confusing me. erm, i just wanna say actually no ones is really understand u! when we are good then its cool but when we're not good anymore, its turned to be shit! i hate it! like me and my boyfriend! we love each other so much, but when it comes to small problem we will turn to be enemy! accusing each other, say bad words, blaming u and me! when one of us back-off and say sorry or sweet words then we're good after that! but hes really something! and i love him so much and i love to be loved by u man! like me and my sisters, they're stubborn actually! we always fight but we're good after that? crazy right? i love them so much! but i just wanna say before u try to find my mistakes why don't u find ur mistakes first? i'm enough with ur words. don't step on my head! i appreciate that! thank you!